
The last couple of years, Otakon has been quite overwhelming for me. Perhaps the cause is my further immersion in fandom each year. I feel pulled in a million different directions at such a huge gathering; never feeling as though I’ve done enough of the provided events. Otakon 2011 compounded that feeling which speaks to the quality and quantity of its guests, panels, premieres, fundraising, and all the other programing that went on over the weekend. Heck, we even witnessed the birth of meme. On top of all that, a myriad of stellar companions from all over the world were in attendance.

This year Otakon felt like a humongous buffet. There was more on the table than any one person could eat so you had to take what you could and then swap experiences with other people at the party to get a more complete picture of the event. Therefore I was almost always doing something and running into someone I knew. At the same time, I also felt a bit lonely despite being constantly surrounded by people as I did go to some of the more under-attended events. I had many a short conversation with a wide variety of people, but I can’t say I spoke to most people for any extended amount of time; being too tired to go to any parties did not help that matter. I swear next year I will make time to hang out! If nothing else I might have had a very unusual but enjoyable Otakon as compared to most of the other people I knew. But like Narutaki, whenever I did one activity I felt like I mas missing out on two other events. I was rarely at a loss of what to do, it was more prioritizing what I wanted to do most. And in the end that is usually the main appeal of a convention like Otakon.
